I think I am getting to the end of the line with london.
What is to keep me here?? Nothing. Whereas my peers in my home town earn less than me they have their own homes and partners and stability and I am still a lost soul who doesn't know which way to turn. I am just drifing, but am drifting in the most stressed out city in the country. I don't know how I ended up like this?
I can't be fucked with it all really. I seem to be behind everyone else, just a loser really. Keep saying to myself I'll get fit and don't. Still have this constant tension in my chest, which incidently I didn't have when in my home town. As I was driving to london I felt my chest clench up.
I thought of that expression "stop the world I want to get off" the other day..I just want to get off, detox turn myself into an exercise guru and return.
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