So I have some coming up.
I am scared.
All the "I'm not good enough" comes up. I also know I am not being true to myself in the job that I am in and angry it is taking so long to leave, but I think I know deep down there has been a choice to stay, there have been opportunities which I have not taken: Fear is holding my back big time.
Got to try to have more faith in myself and that my HP will help me through. I find it hard to trust HP still.
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- Determined1
- I stopped drinking on 7 May 2005 at the age of 28 by going to AA meetings, getting a sponsor and doing the steps and trying to do some daily suggestions. My first meeting was in London, Clapham on a Sunday. I have not had a drink or drug, prescribed or illicit, since.
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fear is healthy, ive just been reminded :D so go do your interviews, you have as much chance as anyone. Infact you have more chance, you have the lovely Big God of AA going in with you, with its great big arm around you. Good luck!!
Thank you, Determined1 for dropping over @ My Journey To Recovery and leaving comments for me. I really appreciate it.
Fear aside, go for it!
Greetings and lotta loves from Malaysia.
and whatever happens, get the job or not, something else will turn up and lessons will be learned along the way, its all experience...you will be ok, Keep on keeping on.
Act as if!
Do your lousy best.
Look at it as an opportunity for service.
Focus on being considerate. They probably hate doing interviews as much as you do! Try to make their TEDIOUS day SLIGHTLY more bearable, by being a sunny and positive influence, and making them think they are glad they met you, and that they might like to work with you. Try to put their minds at rest. And look like you give a shit about the company they work for.
They all secretly think they are GREAT for working where they do, so play up to that. But don't sound fake as that will just GRATE.
Good luck!
Don't listen to the SHIT your head tells you!
oh yeah this is good too
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JPL_NjBjUWE
great speech by steve jobs-you've got to find what you love.
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